Can mistreating someone really bring you bad luck, even when that person warns you of it?
but what if you only do it to push them away because you don't want to be involved?
then does the karma curse still work?
GOSH!!..I feel like someone is practicing voodoo on me!!!!!yikes!
Well babe, I dont know what to tell you. I just want to go off and start off fresh!
I feel like Im in an abusive relationship, and maybe I am....he wont let me go! I dont know how else to express to him that I dont want to be here.
He makes me feel bad, but I dont think he means to do it on purpose.
He makes me feel like if I leave, I will miss out. or that all my relationships will be cursed because of the “shortage of good men”
or that I will come crawling back to him because I will be so depressed of all the bad men and failed relationships because of them cheating, or whatever.
He makes me feel like I am making the biggest mistake of my life by leaving him, and maybe I am. Maybe years from now I’ll look back and say, damn, I should have stayed with him.
but I don't want to be an old lonely lady surrounded by 1,000 cats!
As another day comes to a close, thank God for blessing me with this day.
Today was my grandmother’s 91st birthday. It was a fair amount of family members but last year it was more, I guess cause it was her 90th birthday.
Family is great but a little weird, well at least mines. I don't think that I will ever understand how out of seven grown ass siblings, only one ends up paying for everything to thanksgiving dinner, to christmas dinner, and to their moms birthday,then repeat: WAY TO GO MOM!!! ..thats just less money spent on me. :( yea i know...i’m a little self centered. hahah
majority of my time today that was spent on facebook was looking at current Loyola students photo albums of their college journey.
being with someone that loves you for what appears to be unconditional is harder then it looks when your head is somewhere else looking into the future which you make sure has nothing to do with that person...
Well first lets thank the lord almighty for granting this world another year.
Hope all enjoys this new year and God bless.
Ok....now on to the other shit.
This year, I’m looking to get my life back to normal. I want boyfriends, i want girls that are friends, I want the whole social package please! I never been the popular girl, but in a way i guess I have. Lets face it, I’m the girl that people talk about behind her back. Long story and maybe when I’m older I’ll explain the lows of my senior year which is half way over, but not today and not now. Now I must focus on my highs and the positive so I can always remember that life is worth living no matter what it throws your
way!
Some of my fantasies about college
When attending college, it will be as going to another planet where you are a new face and name to everyone you meet.
I will meet my lifetime partner within a month of my freshman year
I can be the ultimate party girl and ace all my classes
I will become the leader of the campus sorority AKA
I will meet lifetime friends that would never try to take my boyfriend
College students are like 100% mature then they were in high school
{{{{{{{YEA, THATS WHY ITS CALLED FANTASIES}}}}
Please tell me that you are familiar with the rapper Drake?!?
well then i must inform you of my wet dream of this magnificent man!
Well before I went to bed, I just had finished watching the bedrock video featuring the one and only Drake.
Great video right, ok so anyways,
Some mysteious I obtained Aubery’s cell number. I then called him over to my house while my mom wasnt home. We then sat there talking and he told me how he hasnt seen the final video yet . As our conversation came to an end, I then sprang up and said, “oh, well I have the music video if you wanted to stay and watch it real quick”. He agreed and sat back down as I played the video and excused myself to the bathroom. For some reason, I had this pink stuff on my face that wouldnt come off, I think it was lipstick and it was all over my face and Im guessing I took a shower because when I walked out of the bathroom to Drake , I had a towel around me and I was squeaky clean. I then motioned him upstairs( which is only at my dads house which I was at when I dreamed this) and just when I was about to put it on him my mom called my cell phone and said she was on canal street(New Orleans) and that she will be home in a few. Well luckily for me they had traffic and I had my way with Mr.Aubrey Drake. I rode him until I came and yes, I pussy whipped Drake! It was the most beautiful dream that I have ever had!! GOD I HOPE IT COMES TRUE!!
Well its 11:51 p.m and Im still chilin in the hotel listening to Drake of course. Tomorrow is my grandmother 91st birthday party! So I’ll be with the family tomorrow celebrating and Monday Im back off to my high school life. sigh* but whats life if theres no endurance?!
